Update

Update

Trying to keep it positive, that's why there hasn't been a post in a while.  I did pretty well on my honeymoon.  Well, compared to a normal healthy person it was terrible.  But looking at it a different way, considering it was me and what all I have been going through, it was a miracle.  I took it easy when I had to.  I walked a lot and got to do some site seeing and that was so great.

We made it back home and the weather is nasty and dry and my head is killing me.  The stress of moving is almost too much.  I need to find someone to take over our lease and then move.  Gosh, I haven't even opened all of our wedding gifts or started on the Thank You cards yet.  I just don't know how I will be getting everything done, let alone get it done well.

I'm trying to not get too overwhelmed.  I'm asking for help when I need it and prioritizing as much as I can.  All I want to do is stay in bed and dream of ways for this headache to go away.  Sometimes I feel like I'm drunk but know I haven't been drinking.  I just have to make it happen and keep as much pressure off of Kevin as possible.  I don't want him to stress out or worry.

So excited! Last day of being a Troyer

So excited!

Last day of being a Troyer

I'm so glad I had the opportunities the past several months to plan, organize and work on projects for the wedding.  The big day is tomorrow and instead of feeling overwhelmed, I feel excited and am looking forward to a fun day of joy and love.

Trying not to think about what could go wrong (health, projects being incomplete, food being cold, etc).  Anything can go wrong, but I'm going to focus on the good stuff and enjoy.  I don't want to sweat the small stuff and let it ruin our day.  That would be terrible.

I think taking the time and putting in the hard work has really brought our two families much closer.  It feels great to see everyone pull together and get along.  We seem like one real family already.  It's so great!  Of course nothing is perfect, but it's even greater than I could have imagined.

Well, I have a lot to do today and I think I better get going before I need to rest.  I'm still not feeling amazingly, but I am able to get stuff done in between needing to rest or take medication to help me feel well enough to get by.  That being said, you've been officially caught up and now I need to go focus on other important things.

I hope you have a great week!  I'll be getting married and enjoying our honeymoon.